Since forever

Why do I still hate the sunset?
Is it the love I have for the rise,
Why do I have been hesitant for more?
Is it that I am already satiated,
Where have I seen the best of times?
Is it the most beautiful memory to hold,
Where have I seen the best of you?
Is it why I hated to see you at your worst,
What is it that makes me ponder?
Is it that makes my heart bang a louder,
What is it that makes you feel the one?
Is it that I have told you I never had any,
It is that I had one since forever.